Friday, November 24
Diko maintindihan...bakit di uso sa Pinas ang thanksgiving??? Oh samin lang di uso yun??? Hehe...Ah okay lang...Isisimba ko nalang sa Sunday.
Mukhang di ko pa ata makikita ang Chocolate hills at tarsiers ah! Mapupurnada pa ata. Kukulangin kami sa araw. Dami appointments eh. Fiesta pa kasi. Waaaaahh... (Fingers crossed)...Gusto ko pang pumunta sa Alona Beach
tsaka sa Baclayon Church (oldest church in the Philippines).Nakita ko yung view sa loob tru net...mapapaWOW ka talaga! Ang gastos, kainis!!!
66days to go before love's burthdey...
64days to go before crush's burthdey...
59days to go before mader's burthdey...
58 days to go before vacation and papa's burthdey...
39days to go before new year...
35days to go before moi burthdey...
32days to go before xmas...
yeah...thanks to my math teachers at natuto akong magbilang!
Tuesday, November 7
Are these songs made for me?Mahal naman kitaTalaga yatang wala nang pag-asa
Upang ako'y iyong pilitin pa
Pa'no mangyayari gayong ako'y 'di mo pansin
Pa'no mo malalaman sa 'yo'y may pagtingin
Lagi na lamang sa 'king isipan
Sana ito'y iyong maramdaman
Masabi ko na sana na minamahal kita
Do'n mo lang malalaman pag-ibig ko'y hanggang
Pangarap ka na lang ba o magiging katotohanan paBakit may mahal ka nang ibaNgunit 'di bale na kahit mahal mo siyaMahal naman kitaKung totoong lahat ng 'yan
Sana ako'y nangangarap na lang
Masayang man, 'yan ay pangarap lamang
'Di naman ako gaanong masasaktan
Pa'no mangyayari gayong ako'y 'di mo pansin
'Di mo ba nalalaman pag-ibig ko'y hanggang
.......MaybeThere i was waiting for a chance
hoping that u'll understand
the things i wanna say
As my love is stronger than before
i wanna see u more and more
but you close the door
Why don't u try
to open up your heart
i won't take so much of your time.....
Maybe it's wrong to say please love me toocoz i know u never dosomebody else is waitin' there inside for you....maybe its wrong to love you more each daycoz i know he's here to stay....but i know to whom you should belong....I believe what u said to me
we should set each other free
that's how u want it to be....
but my love is strong
i don't know if this is wrong
but i know to whom you should belong........
........Nasaan ka na?Bakit kaya minamahal pa kita
Ngayo'y lumuluha ako'y nag-iisa
'Di natiis, ika'y umibig sa iba
Hindi pa ba sapat, lahat ng aking nagawa
Hindi ko na nadarama, mga yakap sa umaga
Nasaan ka na, tunay bang mahal mo s'yang katulad ko
Na lagi nang nasasaktan
Ang mabuti pa kaya, upang malunasan ang pagdurusa
Ay limutin na kita
Sakali ay humanap ng iba
Kahit kailan, ay ikaw ang dahilan
Upang mabuhay pa ako ng matagal
Kung sadya ngang ganyan, ako'y iyong iiwan
Ay kakayanin kong ika'y mapagbigyan
Nagtatanong ang puso ko, pati na rin ang isip ko
'Di mapigil ang luha sa 'king mga mata
Ano pa bang magagawa?
Well, few days ago...I was busy on many stuffs. Dami talagang nangyari kaya wala na kong gana mag-blog. But now I'm back. Last week, I was broken hearted. Pero okay na yun I got friends naman eh. I've done something I thought I won't ever do. Para akong naging stalker to someone. Yikes! Eeeww!!! I was so embarrased. Sabi nila pag nakainom ka daw it will give you guts, pero iba nangyari sa 'kin. I was so ashamed, but my friends pushes me to do that stuff. Anyways di naman talaga literally stalking. I invited my friends to go to malate to see him at his work. Then drink just one bottle, for me it's enough, di talaga ako umiinom eh. But then, he is not replying on my texts to tell me where he was. So we decided to look for him at the bar I thought he is working, and ask the bouncer if he knows the guy. But we failed! Oh Gosh! Were not good at it! He said he didn't know a guy named like that. So probably it was my mistake! Bakit kasi hindi ko matandaan yung bar na yun eh, hindi ko tinandaan nung time na he told me. Para tuloy akong nanghinayang. I went there just to see him and we failed! Pero I have to forget it. Now, yung first heartbreak ko, invited me to see him. This time, alone. Yeah, so I guess its a date. But for him, he calls it a meeting. What the Fcuk!!! Anyways....okay were just friends though. I must never expect anything from him or else, I'll be having a heartache once again. But still I don't know kung matutuloy kami tomorrow. Goodness, what would I wear? Parang ayoko atang matuloy kami. I'm not yet prepared eh. Got many freckles on my face pa now! How will I hide it? Tapos I don't know what to wear to look good on him. Wow ang hirap! New problem na naman. I guess I'm not yet ready to face him, baka when he see me like this maturn-off pa sya and won't like to see me again. Goodness! I wanna buy new clothes! New shoes! New bag! I wanna retouch my hair! But I got no time! On the other hand, baka naman if I'm super prepared then still no effect yung pagpapaganda ko for him, lalo lang akong masaktan. Hay, bahala na nga. I'll leave it to God!