Well, few days ago...I was busy on many stuffs. Dami talagang nangyari kaya wala na kong gana mag-blog. But now I'm back. Last week, I was broken hearted. Pero okay na yun I got friends naman eh. I've done something I thought I won't ever do. Para akong naging stalker to someone. Yikes! Eeeww!!! I was so embarrased. Sabi nila pag nakainom ka daw it will give you guts, pero iba nangyari sa 'kin. I was so ashamed, but my friends pushes me to do that stuff. Anyways di naman talaga literally stalking. I invited my friends to go to malate to see him at his work. Then drink just one bottle, for me it's enough, di talaga ako umiinom eh. But then, he is not replying on my texts to tell me where he was. So we decided to look for him at the bar I thought he is working, and ask the bouncer if he knows the guy. But we failed! Oh Gosh! Were not good at it! He said he didn't know a guy named like that. So probably it was my mistake! Bakit kasi hindi ko matandaan yung bar na yun eh, hindi ko tinandaan nung time na he told me. Para tuloy akong nanghinayang. I went there just to see him and we failed! Pero I have to forget it. Now, yung first heartbreak ko, invited me to see him. This time, alone. Yeah, so I guess its a date. But for him, he calls it a meeting. What the Fcuk!!! Anyways....okay were just friends though. I must never expect anything from him or else, I'll be having a heartache once again. But still I don't know kung matutuloy kami tomorrow. Goodness, what would I wear? Parang ayoko atang matuloy kami. I'm not yet prepared eh. Got many freckles on my face pa now! How will I hide it? Tapos I don't know what to wear to look good on him. Wow ang hirap! New problem na naman. I guess I'm not yet ready to face him, baka when he see me like this maturn-off pa sya and won't like to see me again. Goodness! I wanna buy new clothes! New shoes! New bag! I wanna retouch my hair! But I got no time! On the other hand, baka naman if I'm super prepared then still no effect yung pagpapaganda ko for him, lalo lang akong masaktan. Hay, bahala na nga. I'll leave it to God!